Archive for May, 2013

Last evening I was blessed by my stupidity.

My covenant group was meeting and I was responsible for playing the DVD for our study.  The DVD would not play on my computer.  We went to another room to use a real DVD player, only to receive the same technological rejection.

I studied the DVD, noticed a slight smug, cleaned it thoroughly, only to suffer identical results.

We went back to my office and watched the next DVD in the series.  It played perfectly well.  Better yet, the lesson we watched spoke directly to my heart about issues which had my bees buzzing last week.

Afterwards, I shared with the men why bees were buzzing in my head and why I was in an extended grumpy mood last week.  Building from the lesson we watched the men helped me to discern how to get the bees out of my bonnet.

It was a good night.

This morning, I decided to try the failed DVD again.  Before putting it into my computer I looked it over again.  The DVD was perfectly clean.  Then I noticed the label.  I had the wrong disc.

I am grateful that God covers my mistakes.

He turned my stupidity into His blessing.

Romans 8:28 is truth for which I am grateful: “God works all things together for good, for those who love Him.”

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Why do parents tell this to their children?

It is a flat out lie, we know the moment the words flow from our lips.

So, why do we tell this lie, in all of it’s various shapes and forms?

Do we want to believe we are invincible, that the human spirit can conquer any challenge, any obstacle, in all creation?

We can’t and we know it.

So why do we constantly repeat the lie?

Christians are equally adept at telling this lie.  We simply throw God into the lie and smile that all is well.

There are things which God does not want us to do?  Ask Adam and Eve.  Take a look at Exodus 20:13-17, these are the “You shall not …” commands.

There are a million and one things which I cannot and will not ever be able to do by willing my mind or by willing God’s mind.

This is Good News!

I no longer have to be Superman or Super-Christian!

I am grateful, God has limited my capabilities.

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After my second year at seminary, I accepted an internship in the midwest.  I was 23 years old and single. When I left the seminary I had to rent a U-haul trailer to hold all of my belongings.  I was embarrassed that I had so much stuff.

After traveling 1300 miles, with my U-Haul in tow, I finally stopped at a hotel in St. Louis.  After a good day’s sleep and an evening out with friends, I came back to the hotel, only to witness my car being stolen.

I stood in front of my car as the thief sped out of the parking lot.  “Surely, he will stop for me!”  He did not.  Luckily, I realized this in the nick of time.

Distraught, I called the St. Louis Police, who did not seemed as vexed over my situation as I.  The police told me that most likely I would never see the car, trailer, or my stuff again.

As I went up to my room at the hotel despairing that I had lost all I had, Jesus spoke to me saying, “I thought you were embarrassed with all that stuff and wanted to be done with it.  I was just trying to help!”

Jesus was correct.  I rejoiced that my prayers had been answered.  I went to bed in peace.  A new life of saintly austerity was before me.

The police called an hour later.  They found the car and the trailer intact.  I had all my stuff back.  I was vexed, again.  My new future was already re-cluttered.

The hardest part about following Jesus is being willing to give up all our stuff.  Jesus advises us to count the cost before following Him.  Many stay behind because the cost involves letting loose of our stuff.

In Luke 14:33, Jesus says, “You cannot follow me if you are unwilling to leave everything you have behind.”

It is hard to follow Jesus when encumbered with the stuff of the world.

Have you ever seen a U-haul at a cemetery?

People are always looking for Jesus at the cemetery.

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A father called his son to him and said, “I have a gift for you.  Do you want it?”

The son eagerly acknowledged his desire for the gift.  The father opened up his wallet and gave his son a $100 bill.  The son grabbed it and said, “Wow! Thanks Dad” before running off with the money.

As the child ran away, the father said, “Wait I have more!”  But the child did not hear him and the father was not able to give the child the full gift.

When God blesses us, most of us run-off before receiving the full blessing which God has to give us.  We tend to be satisfied with God’s first gift and never claim His whole gift.

In Deuteronomy God tells Moses to move off the mountain in Horeb, which is where God had appeared to Moses in the burning bush and where God had given him the Ten Commandments.  Obviously, Horeb was a cherished spot for Moses.

God wanted Moses to leave the mountain because God had promised to give Moses and the Israelites, a land of their own … The Promised Land.  As long as Moses remained at Horeb, which he cherished, he would never receive the full gift God had for Him.

The land God promised Moses was “hill country …fertile lowland … by the seacoast” (Deuteronomy 1:6–8).  It sounds like prime real estate on the coast of northern California.  It was a better place than a spot in Horeb, which was located in the midst of a barren desert.

If Moses had his way, he would have stayed on at Horeb with his cherished memories and God’s people would have remained impoverished immigrants.

When we accept and run with the first portion of God’s blessings, the forgiveness of sins, and do not linger for the next portion of God’s blessings, the gift of the Holy Spirit, we impoverish ourselves.

It is best to hunger for the fulness of God, than to be satisfied with a bread crumb which has fallen from His table.

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I have always dreamed of having one of those lawns seen in commercials for lawn care products.  Wishing for such, never brought forth the dream.

Last fall, after our horrific drought, I fertilized my yard, twice; over-seeded my yard twice; and doubled my water bill watering the yard without ceasing.  In March, while winter still had her grip on us, I fertilized again, laying down some extra, just in case.  Then came April’s showers, at twice the normal rate.

With all this doubling of nutrients and liquid, I was disappointed when I mowed my yard for the first time last week.  The grass was not particularly green, much-less thick and tall.  My dream was unfulfilled.

After a week of warm sunshine … well you know the story … the grass was thick and lush.

I remember being at the hardware store last fall, wondering if an investment in fertilizer would pay-off.  It did.

I know thousands of Christians who long for a deeper sense of God’s presence with them, yet they never invest in spending time with Him.  They languish day by day, limping instead of running, falling instead of flying.

They invest heavily in the world and sparsely in God.  Instead of being carried by the grace of God, they bear the burdens of the world.

They reap what they have sown.

“The Lord God will supply and multiply your seed for sowing 

and He will increase your harvest.”

2 Corinthians 9:10

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