Careless Faithfulness
A few weeks ago I was at a fundraising dinner for a community ministry which is near and dear to my heart. At the end of the evening I felt led by God to give a gift to the ministry. I joyfully placed my gift into the offering. I was grateful that I could make the gift.
The next day I received my annual property tax bill. My property taxes had gone up by 7.5%. Ouch! My first thought was in regards to the gift I had given the evening before. That extra cash would have come in handy.
God was rejoicing while I was fretting.
God loves it when we live with careless faithfulness.
God prefers this over calculated faithfulness or as Oswald Chambers calls it careful infidelity.
In contrast to the generous mercy and grace which God has freely extended to us, most Christians weigh the cost of being faithful. We are careful not to overextend our time, finances, energy, or selves as we exercise our faith.
While we affirm God’s providence most of us hedge our bets and keep extra grain on the side, just in case God’s providence does not arrive as expected.
When God gave manna to Moses and the freed Hebrew slaves in the wilderness God only gave them enough manna for the day. If the Hebrews carefully set aside some manna for the next day it spoiled and was not fit for consumption.
Quickly, the Hebrews learned that God would only provide for their daily needs one day at a time.
In America we are hounded to be wise and to save for the rainy day. I understand this wisdom. I continually set aside money for retirement. However, this wisdom runs contrary to God’s desire that I live with careless faithfulness.
God has covered me on rainy days, yet I still fret and worry.
Careless faithfulness does not come easy for me.
A few days after making my gift and getting my tax bill, I received a gift equal to the gift I had given.
God had everything covered. I never saw it coming.
Abraham called the place,
the Lord will provide.
Genesis 22:14
Praise God! Wonderful testimony.
It’s God’s testimony, I am only reporting.